Stepping into a place of great stability, of anchoring into earth so deep, of meeting synchronicity. Those who share my deepest heart, the private part, that tiny bit I may not show to most, say oh what change are you. Oh what change are you, the story full is coming out, trailer to a cinema nearby, the glimpse of future new. Each moment reveals the next true step, from point to point I go like the fool, trusting even the place where nought seems to lie beneath. My safety net a sense of renewal and faith, that there is some kind of reason infusing this forward motion into time and space, a reality that I consciously choose to inhabit.
Consciousness inching forward and flowing into prepared pathways opened up in previous volcanic eruptions, movement of earth, flow of blood and lymph, beat of heart. I come fully present into the cells of this magnificent vehicle and there is nothing that can prevent me from being here in this moment, and this and this and this moment………the gift of the present moment, is all we truly have. And there is usually a lot to be grateful for as you tune in to that particular moment in the flow of your time, to be alive in the sweet and warm embrace of an eager summer, hearing the birds and feeling the new life in the air.
To be alive is a wonder in itself, are not bodies incredible things the way they come together as a giant community of intelligent cells, all working harmoniously together to create these creatures known as human beings. To keep yourself in your body stay in your heart, it is when you bail out there that you leave your body and whatever is moving in you is very likely to get stuck. The less that gets stuck the less you have to clear, I am not a fan of unnecessary house work, if you don’t need to make a mess then don’t!
I am in deep gratitude for a period of time where I am content and not being triggered much if at all, its been a while and it is really nice to lose the drama, maybe it needs to stay lost.
THANK YOU EVERYBODY AND EVERYTHING!
Here is a video of Eckhart Tolle talking about being present in your body, his own presence is not only aligned with what he is saying, it is conveyed with beautiful simplicity, enjoy! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LS2x7FEqoNA&list=PL226AB6DD51624C3A&index=1
I drove to my evening job with a song in my heart and on my lips, I’d had an awesome day of connection with myself and with other gorgeous people, my car was singing too after finally receiving it’s somewhat overdue service. After having lunch with a nice man, having started the day with yoga, I felt a brim with possibility, not attached to anything in particular, but really feeling into the truth that I could create my desires by lightly dancing through my life. Bit of a contrast to some of my more recent experiences, I’d refer you to a particular post but there are so many, if you are curious then scroll through May, and you will find lots of intensely emotional and turbulent swirlings of feeling to peruse.
About two hours into my shift I could feel a big knot of tension in my gut, I tuned into it and asked if I had taken anything on from any of the callers, but the answer was a no. Oh bugger, not more of my own bloody stuff, I had a bit of a go at doing some tapping but it wasn’t really possible to do it properly and work. Eventually I thought to check my phone and there was a message from the friend who is caretaker of my boxes in Sydney saying that he didn’t think he would be at the same house for much longer, which would mean me getting my boxes asap. It was too late to call him but at least I now knew what the energetic belly ache was, my intuition had picked up on the message long before I actually listened to it.
I love this friend of mine but it’s important not to take him too seriously, I’m getting those boxes up very soon and it will be absolutely fine, however my belly was concerned. I had to do a lot of soothing and convincing to get this part of me to let go of its fear, after all what’s the worst possible scenario, I might lose the lot. That would be a shame, but I haven’t seen what’s in some of those boxes since 2009, there’s a whole lot I wouldn’t even remember. I still haven’t been able to get hold of my friend, but I have let go of the fear for the most part. It keeps trying to come back and find other issues to hang on to, but I give it a firm push away and bring my focus back to this present moment.
When you are truly in the moment of NOW, there’s generally not much to get stressed about, the things we worry about are usually in the past or the future. So don’t borrow trouble from those distant places, BE HERE NOW and love the moment you’re in!
Here is Eckhart Tolle talking about the NOW, his message is simple and profound: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkgNIJLpBEI
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