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All The Freaky People.

We get affected by each other’s energy fields all the time, picking up on other people’s stuff is a much more common occurrence than you might imagine. I am experiencing this at the moment, my ‘energy vampire’ is having another go, with my defenses down after a couple of nights of not enough sleep my immune system is affected, and one of the bugs going around has managed to gain a foothold. So I am resting and doing meditations where I hand over to my higher self who is once again doing work with my neural pathways to ensure that I am no longer vulnerable.

Neural pathways in the brain.

Neural pathways in the brain.

Sound like crazy science fiction? Sometimes it feels more like a horror film but it is very real, if you allow your intuition to grow into its natural state you will be surprised at the things you begin to pick up. Most people don’t give it any credence and are so numbed out by the drone culture, they have lost any sensitivity they might have once had. Children who show signs of such ability are usually told to stop being silly, or accused of telling lies or showing off.


In fact there is such a resistance to this aspect of our capacity as human beings, I’m having serious doubts about actually putting all this down as something that is happening to me. I go out on a limb all the time and am prepared to admit to some pretty embarrassing things, I mean I actually published a photo of me with my three front teeth missing, what a nightmare that was! Yet on this particular subject I feel really concerned that people will be put off by what I have to say. I’m like two people in one body, the rational one is saying, “People will think you are crazy and will stop following your posts!”, and the other is saying, “This is such important information, you MUST put it out there!”

So here I am, following my intuition as always, if you do think I’m crazy, I hope at least that you appreciate my honesty! And as Michael Frante says, “All the freaky people make the beauty of the world”: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=580NWAdGaAo

Sweet Dreams.

As the clear winter water

Nourishes the seed within the earth

I am nourished by new-found awareness

of who I truly am.

This awareness has not yet fully matured,

Which will reveal all wisdom

In its time,

the Power of the unmanifest

Even now works within my spiritual heart,

And I am at peace.

The Essene Book of Days by Danaan Parry: http://www.earthstewards.org/ESN-Danaan.asp

My last toning circle was all about planting seeds, then watering them and giving them a powerful loving focus, and of course juicy frequencies through our sounds. It may sound a little strange to be planting seeds in winter, but it is the inner garden that I am referring to. The stillness that may come with the cold winter months draws us into ourselves, so it’s a perfect time to be tending our garden within.


This strong focus on the seeds I have planted helps to keep me from straying back into old patterns, that still beckon me with their siren song. How addicted we can be to things that so obviously do not serve us, how hard to let go of dreams that never truly held the promise that we so desperately tried to see in them. I am so very tired and that makes me particularly vulnerable to regret, when weary one tends more towards negative self-talk, feeling rejected in this moment, even the cat has left the room!

Don’t worry, it’s nothing a good night’s sleep won’t fix, as my mother reminded me tonight, I have been subject to a kind of psychic attack  for a number of months now and that is the sort of thing that tends to wear a girl out! Sounds dramatic doesn’t it, but having an energy vampire playing with your heart and your emotions is no fun for anyone, it’s pretty much over now and I am stronger and wiser because of it.


The cat is back and she is purring, this is a sign that all is well in my world, my inner garden is planted with the most amazing seeds and I have the strongest feeling that some of them may practically grow overnight! The world is a wonderful place and I belong in it, the morning will be bright even if it is still raining and after my morning yoga class I will be ready to take on anything.

Carpe diem! (Seize the day).