Once upon a time in the Magic Kingdom there lived a commoner princess who loved the caring, hearted community that she left only for very important reasons. After all there was not anything much that she couldn’t find to satisfy her deepest needs in this place that often seemed to run at a different rate of time, just like the Faerie Kingdom. Wonderful and creative people, good food and music, all at standards usually only seen in more metropolitan settings, here in the Magic Kingdom one can have ones vegan, raw cake and eat it too!
Raw Key Lime Tart.
The only thing missing was a companion at her side to share the wonder and stimulation of this place where empowerment and stepping into ones magnificence is positively encouraged. Over almost three years she had connected to a vibrant pulsing interconnected system that has developed through the strong intentions of those who saw that recognising our co-dependance on each other was imperative in order to navigate turbulent times. The princess kept doing her inner work and refining her diet and began to spend a lot of time with the Mother in Sacred Circle, she asked the Mother to help her to do whatever was required to make space for her love to come through.
And so she met her soulmate, he too sat in Sacred Circle with the Mother and so they neatly avoided much of the surface nonsense that can sometimes be there at the beginning of getting to know another soul. When one has been in intimate space with another in a circle created by all of the participants, there is a connection that makes absolute honesty much easier. So they courted online for a month before meeting in the Magic Kingdom and discovering that the promise they had suspected was in fact a flowering harvest, ripe for the plucking!
And that will be quite enough of that for the moment, stay tuned for the sequel to my tale of the commoner princess, Queen of Hearts and a long way from perfect, just like you or me.
For now Farewell!
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A new chapter is often fraught with risks and uncertainties as well as great treasures and rewards, this is very much the case for me at the moment as I navigate my way through this time of birthday celebrations. It began with a couple of big journeys as I sat in my medicine circle over two nights, there was a lot of energy moving and it wasn’t very comfortable, downright tortuous if you must know, but worth it for the light streaming out at the end of the tunnel. I was very aware as I was in the darkness that my willingness to face that part of myself would ultimately help me to sink deeper into the ocean of bliss that is available to us all!
The story continues as I encounter old feelings of rejection and abandonment, my beautiful lover had to leave my bed to get some sleep as I snored in his ear and that triggered all of that old stuff even as I knew that he had not really left me at all. But when the feelings are moving through and telling me that I’ve lost my Beloved, that he’s angry or pissed off with me, it is very hard for the rational part of me to have any impact in what’s going on in my inner world. Luckily my Beloved and I are not afraid to talk about these things, we share with each other openly and honestly everything that is happening inside. It’s scary sometimes to be so open and vulnerable to another human being, but the more that we do it the deeper we dive into an intimacy that goes beyond anything that I have experienced in my life so far.
Feeling emotionally drained but at the same time so very grateful for this incredible relationship that is helping me to let go of so much that was not supporting me in my life. I finally feel safe enough to go to places that were too frightening to visit without someone to hold my hand, to hold space as I navigate my path from the darkness to the light.
Thank you Beloved, you mean the world to me, and my world is a much brighter place for having you in it!
And the song that sums it up for me from Deva Premal and Miten, “Till I was loved by you”: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL8m_wj1li8