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The Raging Phoenix.

Red hot I release my anger, coming fast upon the tears that open the gateways to even deeper parts of self, letting go of restraint with no one to hear or to judge, I call upon Kali in her destructive face to cut away that which is not in integrity. When all the lies are stripped away she turns her creative face upon me, and together we shall shape a new kind of world, one in which that which is not true to itself can not hold its form.

Oh what judgement lies here, ’tis not to be seen in the wider world, simply released and thereby to become free. When emotions come up that are not considered to be ok, anger, jealousy, resentment, so often we push them back down again because they are not ‘socially acceptable’. Even when we are in our own space with no one to see, our private audience of critics watch carefully to make sure that we do not cross the line of what is permissible.

Oh Goddess, let me be in my fullness as a wild woman, let me be true to myself and my emotional realms no matter where they may take me. Help me to let go of all that has been held in readiness, for that moment of courage, when the speaking of truth became more urgent than the fears that held it back from that place of strength and power. I am a whole being full of light, I do not depend upon another to radiate that light into the world.

The purifying force of anger and rage, the cleansing waters of deepest grief, wash away my fears, bring illumination to my mind, my body and my soul. Let me be reborn from the ashes, like the phoenix glowing in a golden haze, like the soul on its journey through the eons.


Blessed be, blessed be…………….may the show go on, and remember always that it is, in the end, just another story……….feel free to do a rewrite at any time!

Bad Queen.

Bad Queen kicks arse, she does what she wants with who she wants and the rules of society don’t concern her at all! Justice does though, you’d better not cross Bad Queen, she’ll make sure that karma catches up with you real fast. On the other hand, if you look out for her, you will have her loyalty for ever, she will never let you down.


Bad Queen, also known as BQ, is a wild woman, she represents the part of us that wants to rebel against the status quo, the aspect of self that knows its own worth and acts accordingly. The rights or wrongs of what she does depend largely on the perspective of the one who is judging, in a society where people are indoctrinated to be like sheep, she is the wolf, the baddie!

I think it’s time for me to explore my BQ nature, let the sweet receptive soft feminine do the counselling, the massage, and the healings, everybody else watch out! How do I know this is the time for me to do this? Because the idea of it scares the bejesus out of me! Whenever I contemplate a course of action and feel fear coming up it’s like a signpost saying, time to face this one. I need to develop more of an edge, learn how to give people a hard time if they deserve it, something I have trouble doing even as a joke. Pathetic I know but BQ is going to help me move through all that and find my inner strength without becoming a bitch.

That’s the thing about BQ, she isn’t mean, nasty or petty, if you do the right thing by her she’s a great person to hang out with. You’ll be laughing and inspired and full of the joy of life, her energy is infectious, in a good way!

Oh boy, what have I got myself into………………..BQ, I am going to do my best to let you come out and play but be kind to me, this is going to be quite a challenge. Calling on the energy of Kali and Lilith, two kick arse Goddesses who embody exactly the qualities I am looking to find in myself!