My Beloved emerged with birthing pains as I reached deep into myself and found the Mother in me with roots deep in the ground. So connected to the earth I was able to weather the storm and hold the space until he was safely out of that dangerous threshold between life and death. You do not always have to die in order to discover your deepest fears, call upon the Gods and they will answer you but it may not always be in the way that you might expect.
I have found my strength in the journey of trust that my Beloved and I have walked hand in hand, it is beginning to go deeper yet. The more that you trust the more that your life will flow along the course of the intention that you have set. The intention is important, to have a vision of what you are creating held before you in some way, shape or form. Of course the flow of synchronicity may go through what seem like ups and downs but it is always heading towards the best possible result.
The constant sea of change is in full flow and there is still a great deal of uncertainty but a safe port has been found and the port, no the ports in the storm have been lovely! Confused? Well so am I, feel free to read over the last few posts if you would like to catch up on the shifting sands of my recent existence. Lots of reasons to be very grateful at the amazing life I get to lead and time to go to bed so I can step into a brand new chapter tomorrow!
See you in the dawn light of that new day my friends, hooray!
Stepping into a place of great stability, of anchoring into earth so deep, of meeting synchronicity. Those who share my deepest heart, the private part, that tiny bit I may not show to most, say oh what change are you. Oh what change are you, the story full is coming out, trailer to a cinema nearby, the glimpse of future new. Each moment reveals the next true step, from point to point I go like the fool, trusting even the place where nought seems to lie beneath. My safety net a sense of renewal and faith, that there is some kind of reason infusing this forward motion into time and space, a reality that I consciously choose to inhabit.
Consciousness inching forward and flowing into prepared pathways opened up in previous volcanic eruptions, movement of earth, flow of blood and lymph, beat of heart. I come fully present into the cells of this magnificent vehicle and there is nothing that can prevent me from being here in this moment, and this and this and this moment………the gift of the present moment, is all we truly have. And there is usually a lot to be grateful for as you tune in to that particular moment in the flow of your time, to be alive in the sweet and warm embrace of an eager summer, hearing the birds and feeling the new life in the air.
To be alive is a wonder in itself, are not bodies incredible things the way they come together as a giant community of intelligent cells, all working harmoniously together to create these creatures known as human beings. To keep yourself in your body stay in your heart, it is when you bail out there that you leave your body and whatever is moving in you is very likely to get stuck. The less that gets stuck the less you have to clear, I am not a fan of unnecessary house work, if you don’t need to make a mess then don’t!
I am in deep gratitude for a period of time where I am content and not being triggered much if at all, its been a while and it is really nice to lose the drama, maybe it needs to stay lost.
THANK YOU EVERYBODY AND EVERYTHING!
Here is a video of Eckhart Tolle talking about being present in your body, his own presence is not only aligned with what he is saying, it is conveyed with beautiful simplicity, enjoy! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LS2x7FEqoNA&list=PL226AB6DD51624C3A&index=1
It feels really good to be walking my talk, you can explore theory until the cows come home, but in the end the proof is in the pudding, you need to have your own experience or you don’t know much at all. I didn’t have a lot of time to meditate before going to the dentist, but I sat and created a vision of a happy visit, where I had the ideal result of my bridge being stuck back in and lasting long enough for me to go overseas and have implants done.
All morning and through my yoga class, I had felt sick to my stomach, my belly is where I usually feel things very strongly and I had some doubts about being able to transform it. So I was delighted as that sense of dread shifted into a feeling of optimistic joy, I felt myself in a space of lightness and ease, and the flow continued as I saw myself going off to get the implants, and having an overseas holiday at the same time.
Bangkok: One possible destination.
Budapest: Another possibility.
So how did it actually go in real-time? The truth of the physical condition of the crown and bridge meant that nothing could be done this day, but the visit was like my vision in that it was bright and breezy, and we laughed a lot, and I actually felt good about it all. In the end I had two options and I went home to sit with those choices, once again I meditated and I also did some automatic writing. I keep being told that money is not an issue for me and that there is a windfall coming my way very soon, not only my own spiritual communication, but it was also in the daily horoscope that I get every day! I’m sure some of you are raising your eyebrows and rolling your eyes at this point, but you have to admit it’s a nice piece of synchronicity.
Anyway, I hope you can see how I did indeed create the ‘feeling’ of my vision even if the details were not exact. I’m making the choice to be positive about my experience, to ‘seize the day’ and put into practice the principles of manifestation. I’m feeling the loving support of beautiful friends, and of course my gorgeous mother who is always on my side no matter what, with such love within me and around me, how can I lose!
Love my life, my dentist, my teeth, and the interconnecting circles of the community of my tribe!
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