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From Tantric Cats To Wholeness In Love.

sensualcat1Our tantric master is complaining that his dinner isn’t ready on time! His meat is still a bit frozen and the whiskas bits he adores just aren’t good enough, it’s dinner time! So he lies back and looks adorable and purrs very loudly. Even when he is annoyed at the sensualcat3bad service he has an air of carrying pleasure around with him. He gathers it as he goes from person to chair leg to pot plant to fridge back to person, until he is full and then he sits down and integrates all that intense sensation. Then it is time to go off and gather some more, or perhaps a snooze or a roll in the dirt, life is whole and complete. The only rub is when the human servants don’t do their job properly, a wash might shift the mood. Meditation is the state he exists in most of the time, possibly even when he is asleep. We have learned a lot from Pushkin my Beloved and I, my mother’s cat who we sometimes look after.

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So our journey rolls on and I have found the one I was waiting for so here is what I think of as Our Song, I love using it for our dances!

Lamb.

Lamb.

Here is Lamb doing Gorecki, they would be awesome to see live! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uo_vW4VIOBM

Love life, love yourself, be happy……..shanti, shanti, shanti…..

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Whip Me Into Ecstasy!

As I think I have mentioned before, my favourite definition of insanity is when you keep doing things the same way and expecting different outcomes. Considering the big changes I’ve been making in my life you might think I’m an unlikely candidate for this particular definition, and for the most part you would be correct!

So why is it that on three separate occasions, over four days, I’ve eaten something ‘naughty’ and then spent time feeling either low in energy, nauseous, or both of the above. Here I am ‘Miss Purity 2013’ and it can still happen, in fact the purer you become the less you can get away with. The trick is to choose my poisons carefully, hot cross buns with some kind of questionable butter imitation is going on to the list with a skull and cross-bones as the header. The fact that it’s there at work tempting she who may not partake of grains without consequence, is no excuse.

Ok, so I’m breaking another of my rules for proper conduct in a healthy life, I’m committing the cardinal sin of self-flagellation. There was a time when the literal version was considered to be a valid pathway to a deeper communion with God, only the most diehard, closet masochist priest, would still be heading in that particular direction.

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But in this crazy world anything is possible, and I guess self-flagellation, whipping or being whipped, is very much a part of the S and M culture. I don’t imagine many of the participants seeing it as a direct line to God, but it would seem that it may be an unlikely doorway to experiencing a full body energetic orgasm. I’d never really thought about it until I read an article by Janet Hardy called ‘My tantric “awakening” turned me off sex.’ S and M activities do, it seems, take one into an altered state of consciousness, makes sense really considering the extreme nature of these pleasures. So if someone who has spent a lot of time in that reality is then introduced to tantric practices the result can be, in a word, explosive!

http://www.salon.com/2013/03/17/my_tantric_awakening_turned_me_off_sex/

Enchantment At The Gathering.

The Enchantment lasted well into the next day, it was enchanting, enchantful, enchantress, articulate LOVE through the cells of the BEING. It was a classic kind of Enchantment where you wake up and return to some kind of normality previously agreed upon. It’s a place where dreams come together and we collect them in the Rainbow Pouch.

It was ENCHANTED at the warehouse, it was Rainbow……….at the warehouse……

Dancing in the Enchanted Faery Caverns of the Deeper Realms the theme was purple, bringing the third eye energy into the ZONE, Aquarian pure intention shifts the frequencies, one tone at a time! One tone at a time, in the Enchanted Warehouse.

Tantric Techno Shamans of the Earth gathered at the Sacred Space and set the tone for the human race, they create harmonics that operate on many different levels, clearing out the pathways physical and energetical. The Faeries came and all the Rainbow came, earth, fire, water, and air, we play in the Enchantment, Enchante, life is good. All the Nature Spirits and Devas are welcome in this forest out of time, no-one is endangered here and nothing is ever truly lost. No-one is invited, and no-one came, seems fair enough to me, the pixies reign and Rainbow Man holds the fabric together, quietly. Misted by pain the wizard snaps with sharp teeth…………….. floating through an altered state and holding the energy always, anchoring, being the Gathering.

Dancing, trancing, creating a field of love, going on a trip on that beautiful seascape, it was truly Enchanted, feeling lots of gratitude for the time I’ve had out of time.

Lovely Sonic blissings to you all!

Photo from Koochi Woochi.

Photo from Koochi Woochi.

Bodytalk.

And so the detox continues, my lips are still very dry and I’ve had a hint of a rash that is familiar to me, it turns up when I am processing very deep stuff, and often has an important message to convey. It’s only there in a very subtle form, no-one else would know but I feel quite itchy at times just under my bottom lip.

It would have been towards the end of 2003 when I was involved in intense shamanic training in bodywork and breathwork, that I experienced this rash in  a very intense form. I went to a talk by Nityama, a tantric master, just hugging him is enough to trigger an orgasmic state, I got a lot out of his talk on conscious relationships and it got me thinking about the relationship that I had supposedly ended just recently.

It was someone I had a deep bond with and love for, but it was definitely not a conscious relationship, I had ended it because I knew it was doomed but he was still coming to my bed, it can be hard to let go as I’m sure you all know! At the end of that talk I knew I had to finish it completely but a week later I still hadn’t done anything about it.

Then a day or two after a bodywork session this rash started to develop on my face, it was intensely itchy and I had little pustules that wept at night so I had to have a towel on my pillow. I still went to work, life modelling and working in a bookshop, I was determined to work out what the rash was telling me so I refused to suppress it with medication. This went on for four days and then I was talking with my dear buddy Ulli on the phone about it, and we were discussing the significance of where it was occurring on my body, she said, “What is you’re not facing?”

The penny dropped and as soon as I hung up on her I rang my ex and asked him to come visit, he wasn’t surprised when I said we had to finish completely, there was a sense of relief on both our parts. I went to bed that night and when I woke up the rash was well on the way to healing, I had got the message and taken appropriate action.

The message isn’t always as clear as on that occasion, but the body is always talking to us, and it has a deep wisdom we would be wise to tap into. In order to access this space it is necessary to do clearing on the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual levels of our being. I’ve been engaged in this process since the beginning of 2000 but the good news is that for some of you it will be much quicker, I have had a lot of damage to clear which is often the case for those of us engaged in the healing arts.

Either way it is so worth doing, life just gets better and better, there is more joy, pleasure and fun to be had, in fact it’s infinite!! So go ahead and follow your bliss, that’s my plan!

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